...sky valley...

i had an interesting talk last night with a dude who means alot to me, who ive litreally grown up with, and shared moments of life with. good and bad. The guy is probably the most down to earh and kind hearted person im ever going to meet. lol thats a fact.

But its inevitable, good things and bad things never last forever. There was times i used to think that nothing could ever stop us from meeting and jamming and what not. But as life grooves its own way, things change, furthermore experiences changes. Its just that realisation of nothing will last forever, and its just kicking in-i dont mean it to be pessimistic what so ever.Embracing change is the way to open our minds to different things, but its human nature that we are naturally vulnerable to change.

Its going to be tough seeing a brother go for the next few years, i know we will still be in contact. But its just that freedom of us two jamming and the memories like cracking jokes!, getting high once in a while,Santana and pharoah sanders!,talking heart to heart about things, crazy sleep overs in which there was no sleep, the girl trouble talks, the park times, the leicester moment(lol),the anime reccomendations and of course the music exploration lol, doing things on the spur of the moment! (soil and pimp), our crazy epic psychadellic space talks..so random and intense that if anyone that doesnt know us heard us doing that talking, theyd probably think we just nuts..infact not probably they WILL think we wackos :P.

I guess this is the end of all those kinds of jokes and good times, accepting the change but not forgetting the past memories. In a way is its a good thing that this is happening. It'll allow us to get a new prespective on things and learn more by meeting different people.

But you know what man, i know that down the line things are going to change, even though we wont be able to jam as much, we always going to be in contact-this is the guy i cried on when i was feeling down to another level, the guy who took me in for a short while and helped get myself up from the ground,the guy who never would judge on first apperance. A brother closer than blood. I think its inevitable for me to never forget the guy!... ahh man i got me feelin so nostalgic! lool.....from russia..with looove!