....homebrew....

Today i woke up..i got a phone call from my boss saying take a day off. And man. does it feel werid, when your so used to the routine of a working man. the moment that cycle is broken you feel really lost, almost as if you need! to do somthing. even if its nothing. So i just cleaned the whole of the upstairs downstairs vaccumed the floor washed the dishes.

It makes you think, that when there is nothing to do there always is somthing that NEEDS doing. But you just cannot be asked to do it. Ive been out alot this past week. seeing the soil and pimp sessions and the mars volta. witnessing the magic of omar alfredo rodriguez lopez, i just finished watching loads of at the drive in interviews with omar and mars volta interviews with omar. Its just inspirational from where he has come from and the change in attitude towards his approach to music. the fact that Omar is probably in his 40s because he was in 30s in at the drive in. Just gives me confidence that there is still time in pursuing what i want to do. lol im only 19 and i feel like if i dont do anything now nothing will ever happen. I keep forgetting that there is still time..loads of it infact. and that i am doing things that will help in the future of my progression. Ive prefromed with a reggae band recently(~i dont know if i'm in this band or not lol they never ring only on the last minute when there is a gig no notice man!)...and a jazz band when i was 17.. its fair to say that i have experience playing live. Its just that urge of wanting to do EVERYTHING now!! like a little spoilt brat kid who demands everything he wants. .But hey thats just the way i be feeeelun for a loong time. Just have to keep reminding myself that there IS STILL TIME TARIK DAMIT KHAN!!